toxic guys
you let them into your life
without knowing what they might do to you.
you end up sacrificing your time,
until theres no part of you that doubts if
they are even serious about you or not.
they may tell you that
you are cute,
you are different,
and sometimes may even say that
you’re the kind of girl they’re looking for.
but one day you’ll wake up and realize
that all these words mean nothing to them.
you tell them how you feel about them,
how you wake up in the morning excited to talk to them again,
how every word they say affect your day,
when its sweet it make you feel fuzzy on the inside.
when it’s bitter, you start wondering if you’ve done anything wrong.
but what are they going to do?
they pretend they had no idea about your feelings,
and reject you like no big deal.
What they wanted wasn’t
your cute smiles
your kindness
or your devotion
they solely enjoyed the fact that
they were given another attention from a girl.
you were just one of those girls
I was just one of those girls
who stupidly fell for his sweet meaningless words.
“Truth is, you can’t change someone who doesn’t see an issue with their actions.”— Unknown
when you listen to a song you used to listen to ages ago and you get that weird as fuck spine chilling feeling as you remember how your life was at that point in time
“But I saw him slowly losing interest in me, and it felt like looking at a beautiful flower giving up its dying petals, as if I don’t want to know how much it breaks what’s deep within me.”— ma.c.a // Red